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C'mon Talk

2012-01-05T15:58:00.000+08:00

Thursday afternoon.

done my final test this morning, although there's still 2 more to go but im sitting here, browsing on Youtube.

yea, you know, nothing makes a person more productive than the last minute.

2012

2012-01-05T02:56:00.001+08:00

Voila!

Happy New Year!

the whole new year starts...
last year went amazing and this year is also gonna be the same even BETTER!

Almost Chrismast

2011-12-22T10:34:00.001+08:00

She is independent and capable but she still needs a strong man to anchor onto.

weary

2011-12-20T01:16:00.001+08:00

weary, saturated, tired, ill, sad, shame , upset, this is how you always makes me feel and i simply dont get it why are we still getting along together! such a shame...
maybe its time to get over this.

i dont know,wether im just being so sensitive but seriously, this is not working.

Pray

2011-12-16T00:45:00.001+08:00

Pray not only because you need something. But because you have a lot to be thankful for. And don't forget to pray before you go to sleep tonight because God didn't forget to wake you up this morning. :)

i give thank and pray

2011-12-06T21:51:00.001+08:00

my birthdayyy 2011

with you... my friendsss

i will never forgot how i spent my big day with my friends this yearsssss.
so many things happens, so many great moment spent together, so awesome.
thanks to all of you, you, you...

and oh btw...
i did puke on my birthdayyy.
my friends bought me "lamboghini' that i need to finish it myself. and after that... i just pukeeee and almost died! HA!

A Note To Myself - Wont go any futher than this! it just DONT WORTH it!

2011-11-28T21:15:00.001+08:00

woohoo hello everyone!

nothing much .
just try to post another note to myself.

okay, so the post below is a crazy note that stuck inside my head right now and i just try to type it out to always remind me! i have to do it this way in case, i forget it in the future! and that will never happen.

no matter what happen , i will never regrets anything in the future.
i did something ... stupid, something totally not worth it, but... ive done it.

you are so stupidddd. shame on you! FRANCISCA shame on you! you are so terribly stupid. but it happened! so no matter what happened in the future ! you have no regret! nothing to regrets! you already knew what will happen but still you cant control your emotion you did it. now that you afriad that its gonna be hard to let go in the future but lemme remind you something, you'd always knew whats the best for you and in this case you knew it, you knew whats the best! sometimes you were hoping things will change but it wont, it will never change! no matter what happen later on, you have to move on!!! MOVE ON WITH NO REGRET!

man, im sick! seriously, so sick! and i need to do this, just to remind myself, i wont go any futher than this. it just dont worth it! DONT WORTH IT!

those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind.

2011-11-04T18:25:00.001+08:00

view from my apartment :)

the weather here in Taipei has been super super great these few days.
Mr.Sunshine always made my day
can you stay forever? please...

today! i finally done my midterm exam and the weather still remain beautiful,

Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind.

A Note To Myself - Nothing Serious.

2011-10-04T03:30:00.001+08:00

Ok so i literally skipped September without posting anything!

nothing much!

life is kinda miserable.

this is a note to myself!

i know what will happen after all. i know it already. but this is my choice to stay beside him. no matter what will happen i will easily get over it. so soon so fast so fine.

i know how to handle this. i am so good for this. im so sure right now. ive prepare for this. god knows what the best. nothing serious!

The one who are so shy.

2011-08-31T04:33:00.003+08:00

hello!

its been a month since the last time i posted on my blog. sigh
everytime is like this....
time fliessssss incredibly fast!

im still here in Taiwan, Taipei city to be precisely.
its been 3 years since i came here for study.
if you ask me wether i love this place or not, i couldnt say no but... i counldnt say yes as well.
i dont know... i dont really like this place, this society, this culture, this country cos it is too...weird. the whole society is disconnected with the outside world.

so here's the story!
i met this guy at the club like 2 months ago and we've been keep in touch with each other since then. seriously till now , i dont know how i really feel about him ... i mean i talked to this person, i can feel he cares, he is so warm hearted but its always been that close, close to really touch my heart. i dont know im not trying to be pickie i know exactly he is so good, he is nice and he's almost everything that i couldnt find it in me. the problem is,he is very very shy. and that causing us still stuck in this.. i dont know what but its kinda situation like we are in a relationship in fact we are not and we are moving wayyy too slow. think i need to push him hard in order to make him tell me how he feels about me (although i already knew it from my friend that he likes me) i dont know how but my friends told me that i need to, i really really need to push him or maybe im the one who need to speak up but... i dont know its not my thing i dont know how and where to start.

i feel like im standing on the pointe edge i cant move on but i cant go back as well and i dont know how long i could stand for not moving on. i have to move on. but i dont know how! i just dont know how.... and i dont want to be like this. i just dont want to be invovle in this kind of situation any longer. we are taking so long seriously. we are more than friend, we are somehow like a cute happy couple but we are not there yet! :(

Summer Afternoon

2011-08-05T02:22:00.000+08:00

hello!

Time flies so fastttttt!
today is exactly a month since i moved into my new place :):) and still counting :)
although there's still some renovation in need here.
but so far so good!

my favorite things in my room!
a lazy summer afternoon :)
so chill :)

P.S. I Love You

2011-07-27T16:17:00.000+08:00

"Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby.. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit!" - Erick S. Gray

The Best Is Yet To Be..

2011-07-24T16:09:00.000+08:00

okay so basically im having my holiday right now. TEEHEE!

You have to walk carefully in the beginning of love; the running across fields into your lover’s arms can only come later when you’re sure they won’t laugh if you trip - Jonathan Carroll

Fidget.

2011-06-22T03:58:00.004+08:00

hello!

i err...
its been a while since the last time i actually write something about myself, about my feelings at this moment.

i know its sound 'high-school' but i guess i have no any other ways to throw this feeling away or i should say, blogging is the best way i can find to get me out of this and i know once i blog post things ,soon i can find my answer right back. i dont know i just need to storm braining things like this.

why this is always happened to me?

what is wrong with me?

it scared me to the hell!!!

please dont act like this, you cant do this to me.

you talked to me but this is not the way you always do.

you are the one who lift me up so high but then suddenly you just leave me and let me fall alone.

and even worst, you are watching over me with no inttension to help.

ironic.

alright i know this is not yet happen but i have a strong feeling that something is going to happen between us so please wait and be nice to me you'll see!

we definitely going to build this relationship so strong! that its not gonna hurt me and you.

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'

The Edge of Glory

2011-06-17T22:02:00.000+08:00

There ain't no reason you and me should be alone
Tonight, yeah baby
Tonight, yeah baby
I got a reason that you're who should take me home tonight

I need a man that thinks it's right when it's so wrong
Tonight, yeah baby
Tonight, yeah baby
Right on the limits where we know we both belong tonight

It's hard to feel the rush
To push the dangerous
I'm gonna run right to, to the edge with you
Where we can both fall over in love

I'm on the edge of glory
And I'm hanging on a moment of truth
Out on the edge of glory
And I'm hanging on a moment with you
I'm on the edge
The edge
The edge
The edge
The edge
The edge
The edge
I'm on the edge of glory
And I'm hanging on a moment with you
I'm on the edge with you

Another shot before we kiss the other side
Tonight, yeah baby
Tonight, yeah baby
I'm on the edge of something final we call life tonight
Alright, alright

Pull on your shades 'cause I'll be dancing in the flames
Tonight, yeah baby
Tonight, yeah baby
It doesn't hurt 'cause everybody knows my name tonight
Alright, alright

It's hard to feel the rush
To push the dangerous
I'm gonna run right to, to the edge with you
Where we can both fall over in love

I'm on the edge of glory
And I'm hanging on a moment of truth
Out on the edge of glory
And I'm hanging on a moment with you
I'm on the edge
The edge
The edge
The edge
The edge
The edge
The edge
I'm on the edge of glory
And I'm hanging on a moment with you
I'm on the edge with you

I'm on the edge with you

I'm on the edge with you

I'm on the edge of glory
And I'm hanging on a moment of truth
Out on the edge of glory
And I'm hanging on a moment with you
I'm on the edge
The edge
The edge
The edge
The edge
The edge
The edge
I'm on the edge of glory
And I'm hanging on a moment with you
I'm on the edge with you

so feel like sing the song out loud at the mmoment!!! seriously. it suits me at the moment.
im all freeeeee from the final exam and my holidayyyy is starts right now ! GLORYYYY
i dont know why, but the new music video of lady gaga - the edge of glory reminds me a lot of Michael jackson! aye?

And We Have Magic.

2011-06-14T13:29:00.002+08:00

other super quick share!
this song has stuck in head for the past few daysss. it makes me wanna sing. but the thing is im on my final week i need to have my full concentration on the readinggg hellppp! yawn

so i decided to share it here and so it will stayy in here on this blog like forever. what?!
but the lyric is kinda sad though.

man, why would i have to listen to this song and get it stuck in my head and it keeps on repeat?! a super super sad song! :'(
okay, just forget it.

but honestly, this song inspired me so much to do the cover on youtube! seriously.
well, like i did before.
but i think i will, maybe, someday..

Ciao!

As it turns to the rhythm of love.

2011-06-11T01:41:00.001+08:00

i feel kinda lost! :(

My thoughts are free to go anywhere, but it's surprising how often they head in your direction.

talk to me. where are you?

cos i might be falling right now.

what the hell do i do now? its all for nothing...

2011-06-09T04:34:00.001+08:00

its 4am right now
a very silent night.
i am still doing my writing journal which due at 10am in the morning. counting down 6 hours to go. FML

so another quick share here.
im still liking this a lot.
its a song by Ne-yo called Mad. (pretty old i know) but im still so loving it. :):)

life's a day at the beach.

2011-06-08T14:22:00.000+08:00

MAY IN BALI - INDONESIA!

So this is Bali!
im totally in Love with this place.
#make me stay!

Its June, Its Summer , Its Love

2011-06-08T14:13:00.002+08:00

its pretty late but this one is so much better than the original. i think...!

A super quick share!
so right now im in a super busy and stressful situation.
im doing this super uncool 11 essays writing. 11 people its 11. and im only finished 3 out of 11 and its due tomorrow.
please pray for Francisca.

xoxo